May I Cry?

 may I cry?

I am tired

 I am very tired

 From the first

 Until now

 I always pretend

 Everything is alright

 Acting smiling and even laughing out loud

 But you know the truth?

 I am sick

 I'm really sick

 When doing that

 Do you know how depressed I am?

 Pretend to be funny

 Talk too much

 It is because

 I don't want to see me

 In a sad state

 I've always wanted to comfort you

 I can't show my sadness

 because it will make you hurt,

 But I'm tired

 Tired, tired, so tired

 I want to scream

 I want to scream out loud

 I am very tired

 I can't end this

 Only God understands

 I surrender my heart to Him

 He is the one who can make me calm

 My Lord ...